March 2011 Blog Posts (85)

existential wisdom

failing and misleading

the ways that we are seeking

the groundless nation

a context of righteous nothing philosophy

a love of learning nothing

superegosurveys

a voice to the voiceless

there's a mixed message

in just about every bottle

she keeps on making eye contact

with the eyeless practition of hamarabi

another waste of fake paper.

collapse of the converging hearts

with the seasons of atrophied atriums

above the anemic sun ,

here-

is a warm place.

there are places we can rest?...

there are places we can rest.

one day i'll find the peace

of a soul that does not lead or follow

but walks beside me in time as -

i walk beside them, we'll let the currents pull us-

until there is no more separation...

and there will be rest…

a halo-less hero

has come to save the day

in the anti hero

kinda way

where they show up

and things fall down

then you sit around

and count it down

the waiting the wishing

the hoping for something

the creature of nothing

and the smiling

the ignorant smiling that fills these voids

in our mouths in our hearts

when we have no other way of

We are in this world, never of it, and in this flesh prison we are confined to the material world, we are victims to the cycle of the infinitely limited wheel of Samsara, we are ignorant, thus we suffer- because of the ignorance and suffering there is a will to action- and this will to action creates a consciousness- this consciousness forces us into a psycho-physical existence- because of this psycho-physical existence we have connection to one's self, one's identity- because of this…

If you don’t have anything nice to say- go fuck yourself

Ever since Rick jumped off the building

I just haven't felt alright like I used to.

When I could think straight and know what to do.

I always knew what to say and how to handle things even how to manipulate the world and create within the confines of this waking dream.



Look what my life has become...

I'm so limited and even fear-full at times with every thing.

I've actually broken down form what I was and have joined the military.

I'm going to be giving…

could a mere utterance

The balance in the headphones

reflects so quickly

my eyes roll back in a daze

my equilibrium is defeated

these words you used to sing me every night are haunting me and i want you here so bad now- to know you'll be there when i wake up, that you still love me.

just to see a cold loving blank stare... and when i come home from the war-

i need to know that i fought for the right reasons. please be there to help me.

wash off the blood- please be…

meditate upon your life

god tastes like water

only write when you're inspired

there's a soul inside thats so fucking tired

of trying to teach- trying to reach to beseach you-

we all agree- we agree they do too- that you-



aren't listening-aren't caring-you-

aren't interested, you aren't trying-to-hear

when you listen or meant what you say-

so we've grown disgustipated enough to say:



this is your last chance-

and that today you have to-

change your mind & control your…

if clementine was his darling

death doesn't chase after me anymore

we walk side by side hand in hand

in innocence and recollection

of the days of the phoenix that slipped away

and never rose again

so we weren't reborn but merely recreated ourselves

in this lack of talent unwritten future

keep it a secret and keep it simple

i'm learning to live again

but the weather channel shows me the numbers

with places and i…

drowning in the debris of this

run away escape everything find a way to

numb out the cores of your instability

i'm dying in this routine

can i have a chance to change this

this isn't what i was on track for

i read it on my palm

with the tarot and the music on

the dreams aren't healing they're killing

and this is for the last time we'll...

the reason i'll…

Dry lands ...  Dry lands ... And more dry lands ...  Is all we can see now form here and everywhere ...

When water becomes a new gold and oil, everyone's biting everybody - feasting all fleshy things, eating up the pride, the vanity and the modern inventions whole ...  It's death to our modern day intensity, our dilemma atrocity, our thirsty war over oil, our deliverance towards evil errorist-ism campaign ...  The supervulcan-oes historical eruptions and the giant tidal…