inyuyasha?

The balance in the headphones

reflects so quickly

my eyes roll back in a daze

my equilibrium is defeated

these words you used to sing me every night are haunting me and i want you here so bad now- to know you'll be there when i wake up, that you still love me.

just to see a cold loving blank stare... and when i come home from the war-

i need to know that i fought for the right reasons. please be there to help me.

wash off the blood- please be there

to help me forget that i'm a murderer. 

a rapist of sacred lands and peace-full homes. 

{i stare into my lover's eyes and see my reflection}

as pure as you see me still i hope against hope. 

i love you-please come back-please come home-i need your help.