Dear amazing friends who have been reading my blog posts,

Thank you very much. I hope I have not worried any of you. 

There has been a long silence from me not because it is summer, but because I have been, and still am, battling some harsh depression and stress. Complaining has been something I've been doing often, but I try really hard to limit it, because no one…

I'm such a writer! I constantly find myself wanting to write something, but I never know just what to write! I've lost all ideas of inspiration. Usually, if I think of something interesting, I can sit down and totally write about it, but lately, I haven't had any amazing thoughts and thus no stories have been written. It's saddening, because I have to admit I adore writing. 

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Hey! It's been a while since I have posted anything. I suppose I should give an update of some sort.

So... I have definitely been in mourning over the things happening lately. *sighs* When I posted my last blog, everything was fresh and I was definitely in pain, and rather numb.

There's no point in lying to anybody. I thought I handled…

I knew this would happen sooner or later. The question was, how soon?

Of course, I thought about that over and over, but I wasn't really that worried. In fact, I was more of: Live in the now, not the past or future. Because if I think too much about those times, my anxiety overcomes me and I lose myself in stress.

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