when you know that a trinity is actually just one mind

lets go beyond words reading this

with your mind.

i hung myself with a nous today

and i dangled there in twilight

fading out and then a crack

i coughed out some air and a soul

there it went out of my dream

into the void

people care about these shell's stories

what about these soul's stories?

eh, noone ever listened to my story anyway...

there goes the soul, wee...

it tells us that it's all a dream

and there's this one really sleepy guy

who just keeps on dreaming and projecting

all of these worlds and all of these things

the really sleepy guy isn't that much a guy

cos god made man in his image

so man returned the favor...

but i'm not my father's keeper,

i belong to the father's father, that is nothing.

i slip into the void and there's the soul-mommy

she glows and says come home, come home,

we'll start a new world and a new way,

i promise it wont be so hard this time...

should i go now? i'm not sure... anyway...

this re-remembrance to again touch the intangible epic truth

the flesh and material all over this place

no wonder our saviour told us to leave it all

to walk alone with her

only then do we realize

how futile it is to choose a side

because choosing a side

leaves you stuck in the dichotomy

and when you're stuck inbetween two things

you can't find yourself beyond those things...

and i woke up from my nap and slumber

there she was... beautiful and unattainable.

the butterfly that follows me showed me something new

and i couldn't help but realize

that even in the darkest days

and the longest most desperate moments

i can see the ways that these may be

the only way that i'd ever make it through this...

to lose every thing, to know what i gained...

to have the closest one die to know what life is...

to want something you cannot have,

to know what to never take for granted.

and she smacked me across my face

the cold sharp rock drawing my cheek open

and out came the red and i turned my face back up...

turned another cheek and thought of you in another way...

i'm not afraid of what's happened to our kind before.

i will not weep or grieve at the illusion of loss

because i know it's never seperate

and the only way i can annex these worlds

this body to this soul, this soul to the source,

is through this mind...through the thoughtless thoughts...

this is where you become something you can never lose.

you'll never find this outside of yourself,

not in me, no in him, or her.

ignore the teachings of these one-dimensional-men

and these demi-gods with their trapping words.

leave a name in this world you are in but not of

leave a legend with your shell as the writer.

find your place, know your self. be a light.

you won't need to look for them, they'll see you.

you'll never find it while you're searching for it.

it always comes to you, and it's always with you.

you could bring about the kingdom of heaven

here, there, inbetween, and beyond.

can you trust a soul with a mind's eye,

to say that i love you and want you to know...

that you can do this all.

when you know that a trinity is

one.