Jenny Hills's Blog – February 2011 Archive (5)

Run fast, fight hard, live smart... And we have no ideas about all that we already wished... and missed ...

It's neither here, there and everywhere, it's our past, present and future,

it's the gambling that we could never win or the bet that we could never calculating.

The trouble started when our pride and greed taking over our relevant thoughts, changing…

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It's 3 am and I must be fallen asleep for too long

Hang around under this darn place, abandoned... Healing my wounds

Gravy situation, mumbling to myself alone

Is this the last outpost for me to belong ?



If I could just be with someone

At this weary hours, that would be warmy fun

To live and to survive by any chance

This could be everlasting - when all is become undone ...



Stranded here, I hope it's just for a…

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* You'll be sorry for making me like this ! *







I'm strangled, cornered and trapped...

Nearly getting raped !

By this brutal angry mobs,

as they tricked me with their fake cover-up !



I'm cold, semi-naked and dropped...

Gagged and blindfolded like a dry trout !

Helplessly addicted, hopefully recovered

as the time is ticking out and my thoughts that flaunt...



No boys... You should hardly tied me up

Or I will break out… Continue

I'm in walks the night and it was all dark. The downtown was dreadfully devastated and I think there's no one around at these moments.

Shambling I walk, I was pretty tired and thirsty... Got to find water or something to drink to make me little bit alive again.

The skyline's pitched black and I can hear car alarm in the distance, when suddenly on the next desolate intersection my eyes caught a glimpse of lights.

Far away on the top of a building, heart-shaped redish lights; maybe… Continue

The weather is uncertain,

and the water is greenish gray

While the sun is setting hot but dim

and the desolation's paralyzing you into numb.



Things that all washed away by fear uncomparison

Things that left unsaid outside...

Things that we all gave up in hope undecide

Staring far away, to the nameless tombs of our loves one on the horizon



Our plans destroyed in seconds

Beyond our imaginations

When suddenly everything's become… Continue