Right here, too much ...

Whether I'm alone with you or not ... I will stay survive, with or without you I will deliver I will come out alive, I promises I'll never give up !  But, on the contrary... Here I am, with one broken ankle - pretty badly and armless - empty handed ...  Alone, afraid and no hope...  Stranded here on this car wreck of mine, formerly the fastest cool access to my escaping plan turns to a terrible disaster - thanks to the deer that crossing the street awkwardly and in a few seconds I loose a grip and slipped !  Crashed far casts out into nowhere, suddenly after I fell - I nearly awake I hope to die ...  Now, where was I ?  Oow yes...  Broken ankle...  I can't barely move away even for inches ! Too many concussions this time and luckily, if I ever made it out of here alive again, it would be a miracle for me, definitely !

It's getting dark, or it's still dark or ... maybe it's probably nearly morning ...  I don't know ...  I just stuck right here !

No friends, no cellphone, nobody, nothing ...   I'm on my own now and the first footsteps that I could hear about hours from now, might be non-human or the worst ... Mobbing Brotherhood !... 

If only, I could just reach for my backpack on the back seats right away... I think I still have two grenades left for accompanying my endless misery endeavor to the end ...  Like I use to said to myself every time - "Never waiting for miracles, baby !"

Long Nawan, March 10th 2011