Recently Departed's Blog – June 2010 Archive (3)

This Living death, im feeling

Sabatoged.

your words, your hate, all misundstood?

all diriven from ignorance.

fucking HYPROCRITE!

Burning like the witches were once burned at the stake.

never understanding that sinners hold great purity.

mayb they are all dark saints.

lost, the souls pretend to be saved.

all alone to worship. you find it within.

herds of cattle and flocks of sheep.

when death is approaching.

your fear is your guiding…

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the end is coming i feel it. the cold darkness rises above the dust, my life cycle is ending. the pain n tourture is tooo much to bare. as i grab the cold metal i wipe a tear from my eye. i pray that what i leave bhind is content. its the guilt that holds me back. i need the freedom of death.. let my soul free. this hell is too much to bare... the harder u work the farther u fall!! glide the sharp metal against flesh. mmmm delicious. letting the crimson flow to the floor in a…

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Running and running going nowhere. always hiding in a panic the heart is pumping hard! adreniline runs through ur blood, y am i being chased? to b trapped in a relhm of chaos? will they gonna rape my spirit of all thats left? im scared. lonely although there r others, others with me i need to help. i need to protect, y cant leave anyone behind. ha! so ironic im always left bhind...love? care? trust? protect? not in the cold, dark disgusting wave of life. your closeset ali mayb ur enemy.. u feel… Continue