Living Death

This Living death, im feeling

Sabatoged.
your words, your hate, all misundstood?
all diriven from ignorance.
fucking HYPROCRITE!
Burning like the witches were once burned at the stake.
never understanding that sinners hold great purity.
mayb they are all dark saints.
lost, the souls pretend to be saved.
all alone to worship. you find it within.
herds of cattle and flocks of sheep.
when death is approaching.
your fear is your guiding light.
as you realize its over you then feed the flame.
ignited from within. fear?
as it burns,the oncome of pain,
eventually blistering the skin.
as you peel away from your bones and your
ashes fall your soul is free.
left to move on. wandering.
flash of light through the darkness.
the warmth of the womb
the arms of security.
maybe now some tranquility...
serenity...
without warning,it explodes!!!
buried alive, its hard to breathe...
knowing there is now escape,
instinctivly you keep trying to climb out.
but you fall deeper within.
all brought on by lies and promises.
im crushed!!
gasping, im SUFFOCATED!
all the suffering you recall,
all hauntingly familiar. havent you seen this film before?
here for 'their' spirit to grow.
you sense it all is going bad.
you try to escape. do not consume.. but it impales you!
holds you up on its spear! the trophey?
as yoursucked in. sucking you, sucking your blood. now sucking you of life.
feeling drained emotionally, physically,the pain begins, you withraw.
begging. pleading. hiding. dont tell.
just fabricated now. numb!
as i sit and die a living death!