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Hello Top Cat! Long Time No See!

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im NIOT really sure you'll get this. hope so. 

Im really sure if you'll get this. i normally respond to your posts and this is the first time i.ve  commented on your site. so, here goes. i went to funeral and worked a while but decided to go home to get jump on sundays address. this i did but it was a load of work to stay focused. i hope your pm went well. beastie was happy to have me home. glad of that. talk tomorrow. 333

Hey cat. I know it's been a lllooonnnggg time since i've written. haven't been myself the last week or so. given to fits of anger...depression and so forth. meds reduced and so far, not worth it. so please forgive me. all day saturday, i felt like i was laboring under a heavy duty hangover. this is withdrawal. the med in question is highly addictive and the doctor said that it will take a couple of weeks to wear off. please my bb today. worked so hard to make things nice and she did that. tried to hand me water and i couldn't think where to put it so i threw it down. what an ungrateful bastard. it just hurt me because i needed it. bb is the best and has to put up with this vacuum i am in. i am sorry. finally grew hoarse following the last service and have had a bad sore throat all day. song was featured on Facebook and i never realized how poor my singing is. really hit me hard. please be patient. i can't just "overcome" this. 333