YOU ONLY LIVE ONCE...MAYBE TWICE!
sad sad sad
sometimes i feel like from me.like i'm slipping off the edge of my sanity,like my life is trickling away...in september someone i thought of as a sister died,she way my age and we were as close as twins most of our lives.asha commited suicide,she hung herself.i miss her so much,i remember when we used to sit in my room at my mums and talk for hours,i remember getting the text from my mum telling me she topped herself and feeling the biggest shiver like all the heat from the early autumn day was sucked from me...her funeral was 3 days after after the 2nd anniversary of my twins dying and i tried so hard to hold myself together...i didnt cry apart from when they played a copy of a song she rapped and sung on.her younger sister neena sent me a message today,she's having a hard time and i'm gonna be there for her,neena is like a sister too,i love her and i'll protect her or listen to her whenever she needs me.oh goddess help me i miss asha so much.anyhoo i'm sorry i'm a downer right now but i'm crying my eyes out and i really need an outlet for this grief cos if i dont let it out i'll end up in the bathroom hurting myself and i cant do that, i need to live for asha,for neena,for bella,for paul,for tara-lorraine and gabriella-charlotte(my lost twins),for mum,for anyone who needs me...when she died i swore not to be so selfish and not to leave those who love and need me.
i'm trying so hard to be strong but goddess help me it gets to me sometimes.
R.I.P asha.d
sometimes i wish z-day would come so she'd come back but she wouldnt,she got cremated...
Zoe
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Comment by Komrad Mercenary☭ on December 13, 2010 at 11:03am
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It is Hard to Smile when you are Sad But you have us on Wicked Zombies!
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Comment by Komrad Zombie Slayer☭ on December 12, 2010 at 8:16pm
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Baby Girl you have a place to cry here at WZ!
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Comment by Komrad Dead Warrior☭ on December 12, 2010 at 8:14pm
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Hello Zoe I wanted to Send you some treats to Cheer you up...
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Comment by Komrad Gas Mask Killer☭ on December 12, 2010 at 5:35pm
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Komradz are Faithful, Loyal and Strong...KOMRADZ LEAD THE WAY!
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Comment by Zydrate Zoe on December 12, 2010 at 3:29pm
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thank you guys,your comments made me smile.
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Comment by Wicked Death☭ on December 12, 2010 at 3:09pm
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Procreation of the Wicked always Cheers me up. XOXO and Sorry for Your Pain!
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Comment by Zombie Killa on December 12, 2010 at 1:54pm
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OMG that was so so so sad... I am so sorry for all of your loved ones that have passed. You have a Beautiful Bella and Paul so you have so much to be Happy for. Be Strong and when Z-Day comes we will Kick ASS together!
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